Wednesday, June 22, 2005

what makes us who we are?

everyone has a unique quality.
we may think differenly
act differently
our behaviour varies
but what make us so different?
we go through the same process at birth
we all have the same ambition to be successful in life
some might make it while others struggle to achieve this one thing until the end
individuality
am not sure but life is a fascinating thing that really is hard to get all the answers to.
judgemental
what is life to you?
do you forsee your life as a wonderful gift any one can give
what makes an individual what they are compare to others
fascinating...

HE IS ALWAYS MY DAD

sometimes we fight
sometimes we laugh
sometimes we just feel like we don't wanna see each other anymore
sometimes we hate each others gut
sometimes there is no space for love
but we share a love that no more can contest
he makes me laugh
he makes me cry
he makes me want to do outrageous things because i just can't stand him
he sometimes never give me space to breath
but he always want me to see on the brighter side of things
he always want the best for me in a way that i sometimes see awful and really uncall for
we never see things the same way
but when i sit and think in his own way
i realise he have seen it all and done it all
and he never want me to go through the same struggle that he went through
he has all this wonderful things that he want me to achieve
and if i achieve these things he is going to be be the happiest man in life
he doesn't want me to be hurt
he want me to to concentrate fully on my studies to achieve my goals-that's a Dad role anyways
he yell at me so much sometimes that i loose my senses and i think he hates me
but he does that because i did the wrong thing and want me to know that it hurt him
what ever happens he is always there for me
when he ignore me sometimes i feel worthless Coz he is the only man that i have ever loved
there are Men, but there are Men like my DAD Edmondson
what ever he does and no matter what he does he is always going to be My wonderful
DAD
sometimes i feel that i would be with him for ever -oh i wish
maybe he is going to miss me years when i will final leave him
he does want me to think that but that the hard fact.
every man can be a father but it take a man to be a DAD
the most powerful man anymore can think of is my Dad-
my Dad My DAD- OH MY DAD